Monday, September 14, 2020

20180830 - I cried myself to sleep on the floor

 my head gets fuzzy sometimes

rocks have formed in the back of my head

dust, they slowly fade away


Mr. Darkness has always had an interest

his grip, its been calm; soft.

Mr. Darkness, where are you now?

his eyes have met mine on multiple occasions,

it's gentle and electrifying.


i let go and you reach for my hand ...

what am i to make of this terrible mess ?

this mess i have made, thousands of times

mistakes i have made, it's here. i'm here.


i'm  coming back home. 

home, so close to touch.

to touch would be surreal.

surreal, is this my imagination?


love is powerful in all forms

so why is it i hear no when your heart syncs with mine ...

No, why do i hear it ? 


i'm becoming undone.

unmasking, unraveling, i'm right here.


here, in this moment. 

darling, it's time to sleep.

i have to go

              going

                     gone



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