and...
it doesn't feel right
I can't put my finger on it.
in the end,
if there's an end...
I honestly hope to find out.
I don't want to be stuck.
Not here, not in the darkness.
At least, not for too long.
It's lonely.
It's empty.
I can't think straight.
My body & my mind are not in sync.
Once, just once
I wish a higher power would give me a sign of whether or not I'm on the right path.
But...
I make all the decisions in my life.
I feel like I don't have time.
My body wants pleasure instead of happiness.
It's taking control.
I can't tell right from wrong
I need time alone.
I need to figure out who I am and what makes me truly happy.
I feel drained out...
...exhausted.
I have to admit it.
I don't have a handle on things.
It makes me uneasy to that fact.
I want to do this.
I need to do this.
I matter.
if I'm not happy then what am I?
What am I?
